26.7.04
Now i understand what the phrase "fickle fate" really means in RnJ. I've seen for myself how things can pop out of the blue so easily, when you least expect them to happen. A mere weekend had passed and then, i was thrown into a whole new dimension. With new things to look forward to and an entirely new life in school. It's true that people are going to get so severly hurt in the process, and i admit that i'm the culprit for everything. But it really isnt intentional. It really isnt. I wonder how many people's trust im going to lose by doing this, how many relationships im going to shatter, but things have really gone over the limit. I'm so wearied by the past half a year, having to reflect upon my thoughts and feelings every weekend, getting my focus aligned again and again. All this is going to end now, because ive finally set my foot down and like what celeste said, ive settled down. i really have! and im happier this way. A huge apology to those who i have inevitably inflicted pain onto...
The only explanation i can find, is the love that i found, ever since youve been around...
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